Welcome to my Dream Land.

2008-11-16T06:28:00.000-08:00

Mid november

2008-11-16T06:11:00.000-08:00

Hi Hi, i am back. :)

So long did not blog. Being missing in action. Well, everyone, i am fine. :)
Been to busy with alot of things. Planning my trip to taiwan which is next week. :) Will be away from Singapore from 22 Nov - 28 Nov. So have been clearing my wrk at workplace, being busy with projects, rushing down assignments. So many things to clear, just for my trip.

Have not been online that long also. So to everyone, i am okie. :) My cheerful self, hahaha... Will upload some pictures soon to share. haa

Love

Back and Cheerful

2008-10-22T08:10:00.000-07:00

After MIA for so long, finally I am back.

A happy and Cheerful person to be exact. No more worries, quite carefree now. Very very carefree.

Just got well recently from cough,sorethroat and flu. (2 weeks of sick) and no MC. 1st time sick I did not get a MC from a doctor to be off from work. Instead I work for 2 conservative weeks with my sickness. But I hope did not pass to anyone at work, i hope. Haha

Back to school after a few weeks break and assignments are piling up. Got to start to do soon. Hopefully to done half of my assignments before going off to my trip to taiwan. Exactly one more mth to my trip, I can't wait. Esp going with my Best friend. Miss Tan WY. hehe.

Anyway, my girl, HappY Beleated Birthday (22 years old on 12 October 2008) - Oppsy, wrote your age and birthday on my blog ^Hope you don't mind^. Sorry have not got to celebrate with you because of both of our schedules. You have exams and I am working. Why is your birthday always falls on exam schedules? -_-"

Okay , i end here then.

Try post more tomorrow to make up for last 2 weeks. :)

Sigh

2008-10-11T01:29:00.000-07:00

Don't ask me where I am now.

I can tell you all, its a Saturday and well , i am in the office doing OT and working.
Clearing too many things, backlog and more backlog.
Got to clear most of the stuffs as soon as possible.

Someone from "broker" is back from her leave. She giving hell alot of shit. In which, i am not going to be so "give in" anymore.Giving in to her and she taking me for granted. Just end one of my friendship with one friend recently (not so serious but since she wants to end it and lets end it. Well she is the one who started first). < - - - Taking for Granted!!

Anyway back to topic, since now the "broker" is giving me hell lot of shit and i also going make her life miserable and not giving in into her anymore in which I see no point. Why must i always spponfeed her for nothing. She is taking advantage of me, why the hell should I continue doing things for her in which i think in which not urgent or not worth it. As long i meet my time limit of my work, i don;t care about her only will do it when its urgent.

So very tired recently, i wonder where is everyone. My friends, i just go this feeling, they are so called very apart of me. I don;t know, i jsut go this very weird feeling inside of me. :( *Sigh*
I only can blogged here, i duno why. I just feel i can pour out my feelings here and not at my friends. *sigh*

What is happening to me? My world is like upside down!. I need HELP!!

Labelling: Confused and SCareD

2008-10-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

Now uploading some outdated pictures:-

1) Jocelyn Birthday

2) K Box Outing

Jocelyn Princess BirthdaY

K Box Outing

The new pretty gal Calista

The guys: Kenneth and Brandon

Lantern Pictures (Finally Upload)

2008-10-03T09:32:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, here are some pictures that I have so called own your. Just to show you all. (You can see the rest at Facebook) But then, in face book have not added all yet. Too tired to upload all at once. +)

ChInese Garden Lantern Festival

Love

2008-10-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

What am i Doing now?

Been asking myself that? Have I been away and missing for soo long? Been missing out of alot things that I want to do?

Saw Fer and Liying pictures of doing wake boarding, it looks seriously cool and fun. Hence, i was thinking, "I have been missing the beaches, the water, my friends and whole lot of other things. Then i so called asking myself , what have i been doing lately?" Warrior and Maiden, bring me there next time okie? haha.. I want try that. =) I love the water at the beaches.

Anyway, I have been out of senses recently. About a week ago perhaps. I been trying get back to my life which I have been missing for last few weeks or maybe a month? Do not want dwell on matters anymore. -_-

Played mahjong on wednesday (public holiday), on thursday, went to facial and do some pampering on myself. It makes my face seems fresher and I love it when I start now to pamper myself abit on my face.

Just came back from Plaza Sing, after work, i meet my girlfriends for a small short dinner and a beleated birthday dinner at Cafe Cartel. About 9pm, went to FIsh And Co for a classmate farewell+birthday celebration. Then saw Ferfer at PS, she was with a friend. Had a small chat with her for while. Never really talk to her for so long.

I cant wait to meet my girls (kingdom) tomorrow, finally... Been MIA for quite some time. Time to get back to reality. :) But then, istill be missing from the clubbing night. *Sigh* I want to spend more time with them.
Girls, if your are reading this. I really miss you all. Warrior, i make it up to your for your birthday celebration. kzzz :)

Lamer, blurqueen and small girl, if your reading this. Miss ya too. Love the dinner today! MuackS!

Winnie and Ys, miss ur too. Hope we meet up soon!

My dearest partner, Miss Tan Wen Yi, you better meet me soon. Your birthday coming. I want to spend whole day with you. Understand!. Love you.

Good Night

Too shag

2008-09-28T01:23:00.000-07:00

Its a sunday evening and tomorrow is work.

*Sigh*

Well, at times I have been thinking why am i troubled for almost everything that is not even me. Have not been quite happy for the past one week. After meeting Wenyi yesterday (was very happy to see her after so long), She came to my house for lunch then did some planning for our taiwan trip. We had some gals talk after that, she talked and actually advise me on alot of things which really make some sense into me. Wenyi, thanks for the small type gals talk yesterday. Thank you. Hope our meeting will be soon okay. :)

Cant meet my gals yst, they went shopping.. Hehe, its been so long since I did that. Need to do some shopping soon. And really Shop till i drop.. :) My taiwan trip can make up for it. hehe..

Well girls, i guess i am really fine now.

Jocelyn, I know you stated in your blog that you are hoping I can join you all next saturday for the clubbing. Just forgive me this once, I won't be able join u all. But before that, lets have a good dinner to celebrate Li Ying Birthday. I make sure, i will have fun on dinner that day. Maybe we can go Fish and Co, it be nice to have a nice celebration birthday with Liying? Well, its just a suggestion.. Heheh.. You and fer fer the planning will be better since your 2 have much much more enthuisiam then me. :)

Ferfer and Jocelyn - I have actually walk around a shop a few days ago. I have actually bought something nice for liying birthday too the add - ons that we are going to buy. Hope you are okay with it. :) I think it is actually quite nice, hope you all are okay with it. :)

Off now

Work and Breaktime

2008-09-24T21:29:00.000-07:00

Now having break in office , hence, do some blogging in my blog.

Too all people who are concern about me, I am stil ltrying to be okay, but yeah soon I promise.
No problem for me. Will try forget things easily. :) Thank you very much.

Warrior:- thanks for cheering me up.

YuShing:- Thanks for the encouragement. Sorry for the another appointment of outing. Will organise another soon.

Maiden:- Thanks for cheering me up too. :)

Princess:- Thanks for your encouragement too.

Liyin (lamer):- Thanks for being there for me.

Wenyi (Bessie Friend):- Thanks for being there for me too. I know you tried to talk to me, but i am venting on frustration on you. Hope you don't mind. I know you too have your own share of problems. Thanks for confiding in me. I hope you be okay soon also. Try to before our Taiwan Trip okay? hehe. Hope your friend won't do that to you anymore. :)

Too all people who love me. I will be Okay soon. :)

Now trying too, so no need worry that much. :)

Remember me? I am a cheerful and bubbly girl.

Sad for me

2008-09-24T09:42:00.000-07:00

To everyone who have been concern about me for past week:-

"Don't worry guys, I am fine. Everything happen to me will all be fine soon. Been feeling better. No more moodiness, but feeling frustrated. In alot of things. Friends, work and almost everything. Just that time need to be alone for awhile. Have not been having fun ever since that happen. But still... No mood to have fun!"

My warrior birthday is coming soon, gals have plan to have dinner and go clubbing at night on 4th oct (SaturdaY). I feel so bad of not wanting go clubbing. Its warrior's birthday and I should be having fun with her and my gals. But then, I just got no mood, no mood to have fun and to go clubbing. Just no mood to have really good fun. I don't really want spoil everyone mood if I am there because I feel that when I am there I will be very stone. I will be wasting time and energy there. Just so many things happened all at once. Just want some time to think awhile, i guess. *sigh*

Message to my Warrior:
Sorry Warrior. I make it up to you, i Promise. :( I hope you forgive me this time round for being so self-centered and not really celebrating with you all the way. But then, promise to go for the dinner. I love you.

Message to my Girls:
To my girls (Maiden and Princess), I am sorry for being self-centered and not enjoying he night away with you all. As per my entry, wait till everything between me is fine. :) Will make it up to you all. Love you all lots.

Everyone was telling me, though I am stress, I should go out and still have fun. Just don't care, relax yourself. This is what I always advised people too. But I can't do it myself. I do not know why. This time, i really got no mood to party/play/talk to my friends about my personal stuffs. This thing in my head is telling me, "This is not the time to really trust people." after that thing happened. *Sigh*

Tell me what am I going to do. If i start trusting people to easily, I am being taking advantage off. If I am not too trusting, people back off. I wonder who my true friends and whole lot truth really are. I am now just putting off a Brave front. Still my usual self, laughing away everyday. But in me, I am still at loss on what actually am I going to do.?

----Happier things----

Friday - Went to watched Flower 4 movie with my sister at Cathay at DowntownEast Pasir Ris. Did enjoyed the show, but quite long. But worth watching.

Last Saturday, went to Jurong Point to have dinner with few of my colleagues at Soup Restraunt. The food there quite expensive, but it was very nice. The food was not bad. Quite satisfied.

Promised them long ago to go see lantern at Chinese Garden before way all these thing happened. Really cant break my promise, so just go. Will upload some lantern pictures soon.

LonelY

2008-09-17T09:07:00.003-07:00

At times, I am thinking. Am I lonely? Do I need another person to help me fufill my thoughts and dreams. Just want to say , I am tired. Not that I do not want call my best friend, my gals, and my another grp of gals. (all should know who you are) to tell them my woes. Just do not want to trouble them.

I just want to be alone for awhile. I need sometime alone. Just forgive me for this time being. I will try to get my emotions in check and need sometime to cool off. Just trired and need rest.. zzzz..... Sorry my friends who are worry about me. I just do not want say it out now. If I want to say i will say.

Now...... I just want to be alone and some comforts of some friends. :)

Dozing off...

2008-09-17T09:07:00.001-07:00

Freak it.

At times I am wondering, why I am always oligied to people actions and thoughts. Why I am senstive towards them which is none of my business.? I do not want get invovled but they put me in. In times, I am thinking, why am I bothered so much?

I don't know whether am i stress or not? I think I have been taking things too lightly thus people is taking advantage or whatsoever. The reason I never come in to blog or online was partyly because of this. Talking and seeing that person have made me realise there is not a "GOOD" in that person. It *pukes* me whatever the thing is. I have never realy wanted to enter their/her/his life.

I want my freedom abck from you. You have made my Live a freaking worse this past few weeks. Not that I am complaning here, but yes I am. Just want let your/you know on what I am capable off and not just you alone. So yeah.

Ankle Sprain

2008-09-05T00:36:00.000-07:00

Good morning everyone,

I am MC from work today. *Again*. This time, is... I have sprained my ankle. Its hurting badly.

Tell u how I twisted my ankle.

Ot awhile from work yesterday, was about to go home , so went to toilet first. The floor was slipperly so nearly fall, hence i grab hold of something then well, that then i twisted my ankle bah.

At first, there was not much of stingy pain. So I was going home with Eileen, when its at my stop at Punggol MRt Station, when i tried to start walking, i found that I was limping and my ankle was very swollen. So I slowly walk home (pain still bearable). Daddy help me rub oil on my ankle, whole night cant sleep as it was hurting. I woke up in middle of night, ate some painkillers then off I go to sleep till 9 plus i nthe morning.

I went to see a doctor in the morning. Doctor gave me some pain killers and anti-inflammatory medication> if the swelling and pain did not subside. I hve to go back to him on Monday to get a Xray done... (as it may get fracture) . I hopefully hope i do not get a fracture.

Want to get well soon. :)

Too Many evEnts

2008-09-04T23:26:00.000-07:00

21st August to 5 September 2008.

Nothing to write much about. I think I have really been missing. Do not feel like coming online to talk to some people as they will find me which can be consider irritating. *sigh*

Since came back on the Genting Trip 20 August 2008, 21st aug I was MC from work, Not feeling well and too tired to go to work. Have upload some photos, and let the photos do the talking. (Did not upload all photos, want see more, browse through my face book albumS)

Genting Trip With Family (18 Aug - 20 Aug)

Some Scenery of Genting

~My Family~

Me and My Sister (Melissa)

Some Scenery again

Me, My sister, My dad

~More Updates~
23rd August wasDarling Jocelyn Princess birthday, me, Ferina, jocelyn and Liyin, we booked a hotel which is next to Zouk (Grandwater Front Hotel - can be consider 4 star. It was beautiful and nice). Before we actually checked in the hotel, we went to do some photoshots at Suntec then we went to Zouk that night. We really were power on that night. We clubbed till 4am. We went back to hotel and rest and check at at about 12 noon on Sunday. :) I will let the photos do the talking. :)

Jocelyn Birthday (23 Aug 2008)

Well, I guess that is enough photos. More photos want to see (FacebooK).

After Jocelyn Birthday that weekend, that when i fall sick. Flu, cough and sore throat. :( Sigh~~ But I still go to work. I guess I have overtire myself with play, going out with friends, projects and work. Being OT very late recently. I also do not know wth am i doing already. I hope to get some rest soon. *SleepY* *Yawn*

Okay Bye

Back from 12 days

2008-08-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hi People,

Good evening, I am back after 12 days of missing of updating my blog.

All I can say is past one week since 15 August 2008 I am busy since then.
School field work at Sentosa (3 days 2 night), 17 August Checkout
18 August wake up early to go Genting with my family. (3 days 2 night), 20 August 2008 then back in Singapore which was yesterday.

Then today Thursday, MC, sick from work, cant really move. Tired. LALA land is gone, back to reality world. Today, managed to do some of my essay which due on next monday. (1500 words.) Got to do more. (hope to completed it by tomorrow night)

I cant wait for Princess Jocelyn birthday this sat. Have so many things plan for her. Cant wait to put into action. :) So got to finished my essay before then..

You all may be wondering between 11 August to 14 August, what am i doing? Esp i also dunno, i cant remember. What I remember is I am working. Clearing my work.

So off i go peeps, wil ltry upload more photos soon. :)

Night

FIR

2008-08-10T07:16:00.001-07:00

Hmm, this week nothing goes on for me.

Just got some quarrel with a friend on wednesday night. But everything is okay and have been cleared.

Thursday pass up essay. (can rest awhile before next essay due)

Friday night , went to watch F.I.R concert with my sister. Its been so long since went out with her. Quite enjoy the concert and we sang along with FIR when the concert starts. Its quite worth it overall. Took a few pictures of F.I.R concerts with my camera. But my sister camera was better, can zoom in the take a full and better picture.

When concert ends, we cant call for the cab as its fully booked (should have called advanced booking but forget), so we took a stadium direct bus to tampines which is less then half hour, then from there we took a cab home. Yupp, quite waste of the time, but better then waiting for a cab at the stadium which is all fully booked.

Saturday - HAPPY 43 BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.. Country birthday... :)

Today went out with my gals, (finally meet again after so long), miss them so much. We ate KFC in the morning, then after that we went to orcahrd for shOppIng. Maiden and I bought a flower Top, Warrior and Princess bought a dress which intend to wear for Princess Birthday (Coming soon~~)

Hence, its time for warrior to go work. So we part from orchard and went to bugis for further shopping. I bought a dress from there too and at a reasonable price too. :) Princess and Maiden bought tops there too. But then cant remember what they bought. But after all, we did enjoy our dae outside. :)

Evening, went out for dinner with my family at seragoon, we ate Chilli Crab. YumYum! Was very full from my dinner. Its been so long since 4 of us actually sit down and have a dinner together. I cant wait for the Genting trip with them next week. Its going to be a family relaxation trip. Counting down the days. :)

I will be uploading some photos tomorrow.

Creepy ~~

2008-08-03T01:24:00.000-07:00

First thing wake up in the morning, went to on my computer and to find ants crawling around my table. I quickly use wet tissue to wipe away the ants. Its giving me the creeps. Argh! While I was cleaning, also found out ants were crawling around my cupboard, under my books.. I basically used up the whole late morning and afternoon just to clear my room.

After that, left my things lying around for some time. Went to do some other housework. I came back into my room about an hour later to saw some more ants crawling around. I eyed the ants to their nest but the nest could not be found. They were like scattering around. I want to kill the nest. Its giving the creeps with ants crawling around my table, bed or anywhere in my room. So I ask my dad for help when he came back from breakfast with mum.

Now at the moment, no ants crawling around the table. But Don't know when it be back. Argh!! Speaking of it, is giving the creeps again.. :(

Checked my handphone messages at around 2 plus, Warrior ask me to meet at 6pm, I cant meet. Going out with family for dinner. Sorry Warrior.

Well got to get ready to go out dinner 1 hour time. :)

bye

More photos uploaded

2008-08-02T08:59:00.000-07:00

Went out on friday with my best friend. As have said went to NATAS Travel Fair. So here goes of some pictures we took while waiting for the train at Tanah Merah to S'pore Expo..

My Best friend Wenyi and Me
Candid Shots
Love the bright evening behind Ah wen acting cute...

Pouty look

Photos updated

2008-08-02T02:02:00.000-07:00

Well, finally uploaded some photos, just want updated on what it is. All this happened on 25 July 08. Sorry for the delay in uploading photos. Haha

There is one more photos occasions that I have not uploaded yet. That is my Tioman trip. Still trying to get the photos from MelMel. :)

1) Mei Mei 21st birthday celebration.

2) Went to KTV at orchard after work with Sam, Benny, Ai Ling, Eileen and Cheleste.

~~PHOTOS~~

Mei Mei Bithday

Well, that is my table. Full of paerwrk
Cheleste and Me
Ai Ling and Me

Eileen and Me

I have the most "Qian Da" face.
Me and Sam
I am apart from those two.

Take for fun!Eileen camofluage ?
Me and Benny
Why Sam has that shocking face?
The 4 Girls
Red + Red =
??

Pouty ?
In the "light" streets of Orchard road or "Tyokyo"?
The girls posing
The rest are Group Photos before heading home.

Candid 6,5,4,3,2,1

trip

2008-08-02T01:42:00.000-07:00

Okay, i am going to update myself on what happen since thursday.

Thursday: Last day of July, there is one thing I am angry about and that is regarding work and I am feeling angry for my friend too. She is very tired from everything, why can't let her rest and still like so call make a fuss of her letting her take a rest. Well, anyway she did have her rest. Just feeling angry that all.

Then, was suppose to have dinner with warrior and maiden. Warrior did not reply, so well i guess i told maiden i going home first, was also quite tired. Sorry warrrior and maiden, will try to have dinner with your soon. Then meet princess to go home together after work. I really miss her so much. Last i talk to her was 3 weeks ago.

Warrior, I really miss you lots. =) Always try to call you, but u are always very busy or cant talk and when u actually call me, i was busy too. When can we actually talk to each other on the phone for at least 5 mins w/o any intrruptions. Haha. :))

Friday (which was yesterday!) - Went out with my dearest bessie friend Wenyi.. Went to NATAS fair at Sg Expo to go browse for our taiwan trip together. I can't wait. It will be fun to go with my best friend. We are going at the end of the year, though its the peak season. But well, we don't care. Just want to travel.

Taiwan here i come. =)

Paid $900/- for Singapore Airline ticket, hotel about $280.0 per person. Though Singapore Airline is expensive. But then we get to travel on comfort, why not pay for the service? I attached a picture of the room we am going to stay at. A friend actually recommend us to stay in this hotel. It looks very comforty and all. Reviews on the net was not bad. And the hotel price at a promo rate too. So why not go for it.

*This is the room me and my best friend going stay in.*

Today is sat, gave tution in the morning then come back and did my essay and studying.

Just want to do well for my studies and nothing can stop me from doing that. :)

Misses

2008-07-30T07:41:00.001-07:00

Now I got some time to sit down and actually start blogging.

Came back extra early fom work today to sit down in front of my computer after my dinner to actually continue writing on my essay. Last few days was so busy, school, giving tution plus work. Really got no time to start writing. :(

Hitting 1000 plus words now, trying to write more to at least gain another 200 words before resting and continue the essay tomorrw.

I really miss my gals friends, miss talking to warrior,princess and maiden. Lamer,blur queen and of cos my dearest wen yi. I really miss you all darn lots. Though, wy, just met u on sat but then its only for a short while to actually help me on my essay. :( *Sigh*

Hope to meet them soon esp my kingdom family. :)

Meeting my dearest Wenyi on Friday for NATAS Travel fair (actually planning our trip to Taiwan)

Lamer and Blur queen (though, we just meet last week, begining to miss you all. Meet again soon wor~)

Found out not really spending alot tie with my family. I want to spend more time with my family (going Genting soon, want to spend my fullest time with them)

I think that is all, of cos i want to meet the rest of my friends. So well, i miss alot people.

Night

2008-07-27T04:20:00.000-07:00

Well, I am back guys. I never update my blog for sooo long. =(

Well, there are just certain things that i do not feel like saying on the blog and well the past is past, i got to get a move on. Like i sayid, Some things are better left unsaid.

So nothing going on with me recently, except this bah. Now back to my studies and work. Essay duing soon, so written 800 words, I am still able to make it. One more week to assignment due. =]

Hahah..

Bye everyone.

2008-07-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

Well, nothing much to blog except...

I can only say,

Some things are better to be left unsaid. Saying it actually hurts alot. But learning from it is the best experience one can get.

Thanks to a friend who had listening to me while was sad. But really thanks. :)

Miss Tioman~

2008-07-17T09:09:00.000-07:00

Came back from my Tiomann trip on Sunday late evening. Not enough Sleep.. :(
But will managed to replenish back. :)

Had fun during the weekends with Ila and Mel in Tioman. I miss Tioman so much. Last i Went there was 10 years ago. From what i remember, the water is still very clear. And I went snorkeling. It was fun and its a very good experience. I am scared of the water like feeling it was very deep. But I managed to do it with the help of Mel and Ila. We went suntanning too, but we did not get dark, but got burnt instead. Lol. Photos are post up in facebook. Lazy to upload here. So ur can go there and see. :)

Think I stop here. Just summarise. Its only a 3 day 2 night stay. So nothing much..

Hahah, its thursday today. Time really flies. Off i go to sleep soon. :)

2008-07-10T09:44:00.000-07:00

Went to school in the evening.. Nothing much happen..Everything as per normal.. :) Am glad~~

Just finish packing for tioman trip. Cant wait. :)) Am going to enjoy myself there. HahaX..
Will have photos when back. :))

Just doing some blogging away before going to sleep, got to wake up 4am in the morning. So yupp..

Got to sleep.
Night~~

my week~~

2008-07-07T07:54:00.000-07:00

Been very busy very recently. Its been so long since updated my blog on 29 June 2008, since Ngee Ann Sec Choir gathering that day. Uploaded some pictures as promise. So there they are.. :) Most of them are in facebook. So if want to see more, go to facebook bah. ~~ :))

Its been 5-6 years since we last meet. Miss most of them so much.

Candid Photo (Those were the days)

ShiSong that his name~~

The only Sec 5 Seniors attended ~~

Hence, on our year in sec 5, there is only a few us only, so yeah.~~

Freddy, Carol, Jarrett

Smokky~~~~

Well, some of the summary events that happen to me that week. Not Long, so well here it goes...

Monday: MC (sick from work) + School as usual

Tuesday: Work + Give tution

Wednesday: Work + Work overtime till very late on that day. And that is the only day that I can get to OT to clear my work.

Thursday: Work + School as usual. By this day I am very tired to come online. I don't know why~

Friday: Work halfday morning, then in afternoon after lunch, attended company dragonboat event. It was fun~~ will upload some pictures.:))
After that, went to bugis with Weilong, Mei Mei, Swee Peng and Evelyn for KTV at bugis. Never expected WL to sing quite well, way different from his normal talking voice.

Sat: Morning wake up early to give tution at huogang. After that, took bus 27 to Tampines Mall for some alone window shopping myself. Bought myself one skirt, shorts from OP and a pair off earring for Island shop. Currently there is GSS going on, so bought this few things which indeed spend less then $30/- in total, which is quite cheap. :))

Evening, met up with NACians at Lau Par Sat for dinner. So surprise to see Melanie there. She is back from Swiss for a visit. I am being bluff~. Adibah and Mel herslef told me she is not coming back to visit. And when I saw her I gt a shock. So glad finally see her again... :)) Smiles~

After dinner, we went to find claire at Tampines Mall (again~ haha), we went to Minds cafe and play till 3 am in the morning then head home. Had a fun night that day.. Took only two pictures. so...

Minds cafe Group Picture

Sunday: Spend most of the time at home sleeping and spending time with my family~

Here are some of the pictures taken for the DragonBoat event. :)

Sitting in the boat, starting to move off
We are in middle of the "SEA"
Starting for the dragonboat race
We are back and we are all WET
Bao Bei and Me

Playing some games before the dragonboat even starts.
Mentioning it was some warmup~
Pasting our names at the back to know who we are..
Our dragonboat group picture. But well, evveryone was really grp together. But well~~
Coming back for Group 1...

Walking to the Dragon boat Association
The boats are ready for us and its ready to go~~
The Opening SEA
Our Paddle and Life Jackets just for us
Staring and Hanging around (b4 everything begUn)

2008-06-29T10:10:00.000-07:00

Just came back from NAS Choir gathering. Its so nice to see them again after so long. Miss them and the gang. Its been 6 long years. Hope we can have another gathering like this soon.. :)

So tired now.. Will update more tomorrow. Pictures and videos. :))

Night

2008-06-27T10:46:00.000-07:00

Its time to blog now , so here it goes.

This week goes well for me. Nothing much.

Was on Urgent leave this am. Did quite a number of things then went to dye hair and I dye my hair red. :)

Just came back, went out with Melissa this evening. We had our dinner at Pasta Mania, shop around at Plaza Sing and Taka for her things that she needed for her party. Then we went Lido and watch The Incredible Hulk. It was not bad. After the movie, it was about 11 plus already. We sat outside taka and talk about ggirls personal stuffs then after that we head home .

And here I am here. Home sweet home. (but already bath) So I am here Blogging away..

Its not a boring night.. THe night is just begining...

Off too sleep, got to wake up 10 plus tomorrow to give tution.

So yeah! Cheers!

Oh ya, NAS Choir gathering this Sunday. I cant wait. its been So long.. Got to meet them again after so many Years. :))

2008-06-23T17:27:00.001-07:00

Siyaham - Ex Nas Choir Members

Cant Help Falling In Love - Ex Nas Choir Members

Sunday

2008-06-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

Yawn.. Tired.. Sleeply..

Just doing some web surfing before I sleep.

Very happy that My desktop came today.. Have not connected everything but will try to do it soon! Now using my old lappy to surf nett. Will miss my old lappy which had been following me since my poly days. (5 years already).. Its been crash once, but still, i have grown feelings with my lappy.. Good old Lappy.. Got to miss you old buddy... :)

THink i am getting emo here. So off i go.. zzz ...

Night!

Loves Carol

Broke + Birthdays + Happening

2008-06-22T08:10:00.000-07:00

This week very busy. Its my last week of school holiday before new school sem starts. Looking forward to school.. :)

Tuesday met Yuh Shing, Winnie and the rest. Its her birthday and we went to downtown east one of the sushi food to eat for her birthday. Actually 18 June was her birthday, her 21st birthday to be exact. But we celebrate one day earlier for her. Miss her so much. Its been half a year since last saw her. Yuhshing, i promise i send u the photos. Dun worry. Thus, I will also post some of the phots taken during that day.

HAPPY 21st BEALTED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR YUHSHING.

Wed and thurs nothing much.Except yesterday(20 jUne 2008)..

Yesterday was friday, there was a company event at Arena at Clark Quay. Quite fun. Managed to get to know more new colleagues and most of all, managed to spend some times with my babes. Though most of the time I hang out with other people too. But well, we all have fun together. Woo~~~~Photos will upload soon! once some of the pictures get in to my hands and well, i upload photos from my camera too..

After company event, went to my friend's birthday party. its Jessica birthday, sorry jessica for being so late yesterday. My 38 Club gang was there. Never see them for almost very long, but really nice to see them again.. Misses them much....

But really wish Jessica

HAPPY BELEATED 22nd BIRTHDAY

too. Wishing you all the best in everything. :)

Going for Stephanie birthday party later,so yeah, gona tak more picutres. WOo~~~ ...

Well, that it for my week, Short and Sweet.

Cheers everyone..

Shhhh.. I am broke from this week as so many birthday. :((

Weekend!

2008-06-16T07:18:00.001-07:00

Friday, went to IT show with Wenyi and i bought a camera which is very nice and a reasonable price too. Alot of freebies and I am loving my camera lots. Bought the model E-z80 . (pInk in color) The other colors are nice too. But I love the Baby PinK instead of the darker shade of Pink :)

That is the color i bought. Nice right?

These are the differrent colors of the cameras.

Saturday met my "mosquito" a.k.a Wenyi again and Winnie, we ate our so called lunch at Toast box at Wisma after sending my W960i for servicing at the Sony Ericsson Centre. After our so called lunch, went shopping and do my eye brown at fareast plaza, near to dinner time, we head off to Cini for neoprint and our dinner at Pasta. Yum Yum! Nice..LOL

Speaking of my eyebrown, its a very long story! The person who pluck my eye brown did not did a good job and i am not satisifed with her service. I was like scolding at the person liao! darn freaking angry for plucking my eyebrown so wrongly.. She keep on emplhazing, she did a good job whereas she did not, and people will introduce friends to come and pluck! Freaking not nice and I got to draw my eyebrown in order to make it even. I am NOT VERY satisfied to give her the money! I will not emphazied more on the story. Continuing on my weekend.....

Overall, was very glad to spend time with them. Missed them lots. WenYi is satisified, she bought a checkered shirt, which it really looks cute on her. Win and me main purpose to shop on that day is for our friend 21st birthday present. Winnie and I got no money to shop already. As I have bought a lot of online clothing recently and this month got too many friends birthday. BROKE! So got to scrimp and save.

Here are some of the pictures taken with my new camera and the outing on sat.! Did not take much as silll analysing on how use the camera. :))

Wenyi (my best friend in orange), Winnie (my best bud in black) and Me!

The pictures are taken at Pasta at cini.

And currently I have used my bonus from last year to buy a camera and a desktop (share 70-30 with my dad). Oh ya, sunday went to IT show again but this time was with my parents. That where the computer came in.. Haha. Hence, I have already spend finish my bonus from last year which I am quite satisifed. And I really want something that I have earned on my own on something that I really want.

I know some of you all are going to say, I am spendthrift again. But come to think of it. A computer can let me do my homework, personal use. And for the next 3 years I will not buy any computer at the moment. And I did not really spend my bonus much yet on myself other then buying a I Pod touch since march bonus.. I realy really want to buy something that which I am using my own money and not my parents money though my dad came up with 30% of the money. But still quite satisfied. :))

Night everyone.

Loves

Thurs

2008-06-12T06:31:00.001-07:00

Want to actually do some blogging.

I cant believe it. I have actually finish one semster of my school. (parttime).. So far so gd, i can cope quite well. Now having a 2 weeks break before new school term starrts. :)

Went to play tennis after work today. Really did sweat and a good workout too. Practise my skills and sweat it out at the same time. My motto is to play tennis every week. Been loving the game every time I play. Not alot of people know how play tennis. It takes patience to play i guess. :)) Hope to find more khaki to play tennis from now. haha

Now at least got khaki to play with i am gladd. I play with my dad most of the time. he is very good at it! so many years of playing. :))

Hao bah. That all bah.
night everyone

2008-06-08T02:14:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i update my blog..

Friday, thought got school after work, then went to sch , then find out no have school from my school mate. Darn angry lor.. =( Then went out with Lao da (Sixiong) to go watch movie at Kung Fu Panda at suntec. After movie, saw benny, sam, and errol at there too. They are also watching that show. =] Say Hi to them, then off to asian kitchen to eat supper with lao da.

Managed to catch times with my gals yst at rivervale KFC, had a nice chat with them yst. Apprecaite the things they did for me. love them. Thanks gals.. =] Don't worry gals, I will try my best and I know you all will still love me. :)

After meeting them, went to cini and meet some friends for dinner then off to the movie Sex and the City. It was a nice show, but the show was very long. Five stars. The show reminds me and my friends. Hopefully, we still meet on and off together even though get married already till like fifties. lol

So yeah, will update some photos on my blog soon! so yupp.. Tc..

Nth to do

2008-06-04T08:36:00.001-07:00

Back from tennis game just now. Feel so shiok lor.. Finally sweat it out and touching the racket after so long makes me feel... All i can say is Shiok. Some people 'lecture' me today, lol telling me that if i complain of backache again, don't complain to us. I told them, i will not play so hectic, just want to sweat it out after resting resting for so long. I know they are concern for me. I am very glad. Thanks people for your concern, i appreciate it. I want to exercise becausei feel..... I am putting on weight! So got to lose 2kg of my weight 1st then. haha

So tomorrow onwards, diet diet, and no more munching on snacks in between lunch and dinner. I must be strict on myself if not I expand and cant wear most of the clothing! haha

Nothing really to write on my blog today. Just feel want to write something, then write something short lor. Haha..

Well then Bye
Cheers!

Vexed and Happy?

2008-06-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

Finally change some things on my blog. Everytime a new change means a new month for me. :)

I am feeling so vexed this few days. I am not sure why. Maybe its because of work, school? I don't know, i just know i want to relax and be alone for the time being.

Why? Why?!? Tell me. I really want to know the answers to my problems. Why am i feeling so vexed and frustrated!

*Sigh* Don't say about that alrready. :(

First thing, I written 1000 word of my essay. Another half more to write! Half more.. Hope to finish by weekend as I am going on saturday. Going the 'company' duck tours in the morning, then meeting my gals in the afternoon, then movie in the evening with a friend. Mostly sat, my time is going to be burn out. Hahah. :) I cant wait for saturday!

I am finally playing tennis tomorrow after few weeks rest after spraining my back. Doctor told me not to wear heels and play tedious sports for awhile. But I don;t really care. I want to play! I miss my tennis. later become rusty! I don;t want.

Well, write till here..

Gona continue with my essays! Happy writing..

Narnia movie outing (sat 31st may 2008)

2008-06-01T08:01:00.000-07:00

I am back. No doubt about it.

Just added my playlist from Ieem with songs. Will update more songs that is nice. So now bearing with me atm. :))

After grp assignments, i am back to my own individual project again! due 11 june. Hope i can write finish by end week.

Went out with my gang today. It was fun! But not all one was there. We went to watch Narnia. It was a good show. I Love the show next to Harry potter (for magic). Quite tempted to buy the series of books to read as it seems interesting. Haha. But quite sad that the show in the end, that King Peter and Queen Susan cant go back to Narnia anymore as they have grown up and they have experience alot in the Narnia world. The main characters are interesting. :)

But its unlike harry potter, as Harry potter always focus the trio and lord voldemort. As for this Narnia series, its is not. It focus more on this 4 sibilings in certain books only. Like The lion, the witch and the wardrobe and Prince Capesian - - - > And I known, they do not focus this 4 sibilings on the other books as each book is changing their characters. Main Focus: The Lion and the World of Narnia. ~~Cool~~ so tempted to buy the sereis of book to read. :)

After the movie, went to swendens to eat dinner. 6 of us.. Arki, dx, felix, rachel, wei jie (felix friend) and ME! We had a Big Giant Earthquake after our dinner. The pictures will have the before we eat earthquake icecream, and after that.. The ice cream was nice. We ate till very full. :)

Hope to have another meeting with them soon! But this time round with the Whole NAC gang!! haha.. hey guys, i will try to organise one soon. Hope everyone will be here this time round! No back out please.! Love u all. :)
Miss...

Take care everyone.

Would like to share some pictures we took :- (here goes)

Dx and Jonah (lover seat at GV marina)
(Wei Jie and Felix - Gay partners?)
(me and Gan Xiao Mei)
(From top left) felix, arki, rachel, me and Daxi

Giant Earthquake (before) Whlist we are eating half way

Dx work of art of dropping the ice cream on the table!
End of Ice-cream as it went to our stomach!

Taking picture of the "dry ice" as someone try to add water into it. Lol

INDIVIDUAL PICTURES

Arki

Wei Jie (FeliX friend)

Felix

Rachel

Daxi

me! Carol

The Gang last photo before heading home!

Reports

2008-05-27T09:22:00.000-07:00

At last, my group project report is considered done. After the last report which was 2 weeks ago. Finnally can take a short break after this submission. But well, i cant rest yet. Another report due 11 June 2008!! which is less then 2 weeks away which i have nt even started. Information is here. But have not started yet. So got to strart this weekend. I am gona PIA all the way for the essay.

I cant believe i ending my this semster soon.Time passes so fast, with everything so busy. -_-
If i can pass this semster which i am not so confident. I hope to do well for the rest of the semster and the whole 28 mths that i am studying! So jiayou~~~~

1 more report for this semster and have so call graduate from that semster already. Hahah..

But sad is, results will be out next semster. It take some time because of the report need to be submitted to Sunderland for marking. So Yeah.. Hpe can do well..
:))

2008-05-21T08:10:00.000-07:00

Back to my loner world with just my thoughts and my dreams and everything that i want to think off. I really feel like wanting to be for myself in my loner sometimes. But i feel i cant. I need smth to perk me up. But i wun say what is it. I need my life, my everything..

*Sigh*, really hectic today.. So busyyy.. I hate it when work is never ending. How i wish I was on leave al lthe way the whole world round getting paid. But then where got this type of good life? No work no income.. Work = Income. So come back to the reality world gal. No more dreams. c")
Welcome to the real world girl. Face reality. =)

Well, i guess, work is never ending. Everytime work is pile up in the in tray. Always.. Never ending. But well, i must try to work my best in everything. Work is work, personal life is personal life. Nth an affect work .. I learned all these while working in the company i working now. =) Work has mature me and i am glad soo which I could not learnt in school. Work and school is way to different. School doesnt teach us what working life is. This is what we have to experience ourselves and learning is always never ending. :) Which I am glad. So every setback i got to face, i must learn and mature myself. :)

Like I learnt, be satisfied on what you have now. Do not force myself into everything into making everyting so perfect that I will make myself so unhappy. What for? Not worth it. Be yourself and make yourself worthwhile! If you think that is need to experience and learn, Learn from it. No one will blame you! In the end, You will find yourself Happy with it. So accept and Learn from it. :))

Haha, today very longwinded. Hahah. because II have learnt something today and i really want to share with everyone and can learn from experience.

Okay, that all. I want to go chio on the essay already. Leader stated the dateline: Tomorrow. So got to finish b ytonight and tomorrow he can consodilate everything. Jiayou tteam, we can do it. :)

Sign off..

Carol

Rest day

2008-05-20T03:21:00.000-07:00

I am on leave today~~~ Wooo~~~~ Can Rest~ Wooo~~~~
Left only 3 more days to work. Hahah. Then to the weekends. :)
HAHAHHAHA

I took leave is to rest my back and to reall ystay at home and take time off from work..
But abit sianz, tomorrow have to go back to work. Like alot of days rest, sudden don't feel like going back because sianz..

Today my leave, i basically woke up quite late, then made myself some scrumptous breakfast lor. Don't ask me what i eat because i ate quite alot. Then after my breakfast, do HRM project for group de. Managed to finish my part and made some amendents for the Task 2 Training and Development part. Its to be continued. Hope Lao da and Lao Er can change my english structure because my english structure not good at all. :((

This weekend i am going to sttart on my individual essay.Information is already in my hands. Just got to start writing the 2000 word essay due 11june, which is 3 weeks away. I tell myself i can do it. So I can. :) lol...

Well, Basically, i hope i can take another day leave again to stay at home and rest. Love the feeling. But then, I do not want to be come a crouch potato.. Hehehe...
Yupp..

Anyways, have your ever think of people who is always so freaking irritating.? Just like someone I know. The someone I won't say is who. Yesterday, I was telling my sister about this person. My sister can laugh and say that someone is so childish..

The certain someone who can make something till so big where the matter is small and thinking can be so childish. I also don't know why I can be friends with that someone. I was thinking of this question whole day, Why in the world that I will know someone like that? Thinking immature, childish. I can just say childish. CHIDISH AND CHILDISH.

If one day, if i ever scold the person, you will know who you are. Because, now I am scolding the someone in my heart and not verbally. Beecause i am not the kind of person who scold verbally our from my mouth or scold directly out at blogs. I prefer to say it individually. Now I am just saying my thoughts at the blog and i will not emphasize that one person because what I say is only generally. As it can be anyone.

So you won't know who u are.

Anyway, i stop right here .

Happy Beleated Birthday

2008-05-19T03:39:00.000-07:00

First thing first, today so sian. Woke up in the morning to find that my back still hurts. I think its because ysterday went to lao er place to do project but then sat too long on the floor, then never rest my back. Then strain to much, become more pain today. Ate the muscle relaxant medication, have been better since.

Haix, Because of my back pain I cant go to meet the gang in the evening for dinner at FIsh and Co. So long never did get to meet them already. Today meeting up is to celebrate Ferina belated Birthday.Sorry gang, I promise you all that I will go. But because of my back pain, I cant go. :( A MILLION APOLOGIES

But then Ferfer, I promise to make it up to you. You take care. Miss you much. And to the rest of the people. YiXia, Wei Jin, Liying, Jocelyn, and he rest. Miss you all too. We meet up again soon. :)) Miss you all Wor...

I found this song quite nice and i post on my blog. Its dedicated to you Ah Fer. Sorry for not being there today. :) Make sure you listen to the song okie.. The lyrics expressed to you and for my apologies for not being there today.

Here are the lyrics:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY By The Click Five

Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You're TWENTY - TWO

I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
I know it's kind of late
But Happy Birthday

Yeah yeah whoa
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa
Well I miss you, too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But Happy Birthday

So hard
When you're far away
It's lame but I forgot the date
I won't make the same mistake
I'm so to blame

So now you know
Don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's way too late
But Happy Birthday

Yeah yeah whoa
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa
Well I miss you, too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But Happy Birthday

It's not that I don't care
You know I'll make it up to you
If I could, I'd be there

Yeah yeah whoa
Yeah yeah whoa
Well I miss you, too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kind of lame
But Happy Birthday

Yeah yeah whoa
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa
Well I miss you, too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kind of late
But Happy Birthday
To You

I have so called change the lyrics of one part which is 22nd. It was supposely 21st. So Pardon if they have sang 21st intead of 22nd. Because i think this song is for 21st Birthday de. :( But then ferfer, I have change the lyrics to 22nd. So you enjoy okie. Remember to listen .

Lovesss.

Sprained

2008-05-16T20:08:00.000-07:00

The whole past week I have been so busy that i got no time to update my blog. Let me update to you all what had happen to me.

Can anyone believe it? Everyone had been asking me, "What happened to your leg? You fell down?" Well, answers to all of you all questions. I accidentally sprained my back. Lower left at the back. It makes me have difficulty in walking. If I walked straight, it makes even pain, so i got to walk abit like my leg is injuried, but its not. I sprained my back.

I know you all be wondering, how I got injuried. Well, you all know i have tennis game and practise every sat. That how it got started, at 1st i thought its muscle ache, then sunday, i continue playing with my dad then still continue I have muscle ache. I ignored the ache. as i thought its normal... Wednesday comes, in office, I was carrying heavy things, then comes to know its a sprained, because that is when the ache comes in at my lower back and I was like tolerating the pain and sitting in front of the computer doing my work. Then I found myself walking limping, because the pain was very unbearable. Then past few days i been walking limping.

Alot people asking me to see doctor since wed, I told them, "they only give painkillers, so myself let it heal itself" Anyways, my dad do therapy for my back every night before I go to slp (putting the chinese medicine - Cream on my back..) I was at school last night, my dad came to fetch me home because the pain is very unbearable because I did not get to sit in office whole day. I was walking around. I got so many miscellaneous staffs to do.. Sianzzz.

After school, last night, went to see a doctor.. (Well, peoples, i have finally went to see a doctor based on you all asking me to go see a doctor).. Doc prescribed me Anarex (muscle relaxant and paracetamol together), its another painkillers. So now, you all know why i do not want to go doc in the 1st place.. Haha. Then I eat the painkillers before i went to slp last night, then its not really in pain anymore.

This morning wake up, yeah, the pain is back, i continued eating the medication lor. I want to stop eating! I hate eating medication, esp painkillers, as it is not gd for the kidney. :(( But no choice, I hope my back get well soon! I will not want to go Sinseh, cos i scared of pain... So no way i am going..

I want to thank people for the cocerns you all have given me last few days. Da Pian Ci Gor Gor, Lao Er Pain Ci Gor Gor, asking me to take care and "lecture" me go see doctor last few days. :))
Company people, thanks for your concerns. Esp Ila, and Melissa. Love you all. I have finally see doctor and alot more other people.

And of because my familily, Love themmmmm......

I want to get well soon!!!! I wannt to do alot of things, getting back to my game of tennis, wearing high heels ( i have not been wearing for the past 1 week!!), and of cuz, to walk normal again instead of limping..

Jiayou JiayOU....

Mother day and Sis 19th Birthday

2008-05-11T09:32:00.000-07:00

hi Guys, finally updated my blog since 7th may 2008. Too busy last few days and I am unable to come online for that. Haaxx.. And I got no time blog.

Well, since thurs night, nth much happen to me except sat night went to KTV pub with my classmates. Its located at UE square. Our 1st outing together since we start school on March. I am so going appreciate our 28mths together. I hope to have more outing soon with them. Its so much fun.. I have uploaded some photos on my blog, it explains it all. (the photos are below) Well, we all had a fun night!! We sang from 830pm to 2am in the morning, and I am so called "honoured" to do the start of the show. (I sang the 1st song before they continue. Lol)HAhahaaxxxx

Today is Mothers day as well as my sister birthday,

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MUMMY

MY BELOVED SISTER:: HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!

My sister and Me.. :))

My sister on the right.

Yes, yes. I know we do not look alike, but then there are some parts we still do look alike. :)) After all we are sisters. Well, mei, I know you will not read my blog but then I still want to Wish you happy 19 th Birthday..

Below is picture of my sister and mummy, me and mummy look too alike, we are particularly like sisters if we go out together as mummy and daughter... I have upload the photos. Sorry if the picture is upside down, I too lazy upload the photos again, below is my mum and my sister.. Now you know the difference and alike ness between us.. :))

Hmm, I know the photos are not updated, but then we seldom take photos, because my family doesnt like to take alot photos. Simple minded. :)) So pardon me.. oNly me like to take photos. Those people who know me knows i love to take photos.. :P

Woa, yesterday never get much sleep, but then I am not tired.. Duno why. After came back from KTV pub, 3 plus in the morning, nv really sleep. . But i know when tomorrow go to work, i will be very shag like always. Monday Blues.. hahaha. Hate Monday, why must Monday always come.. ??? Must force myself to sleep tonight...

Weel, people, i am going to sleep soon.. Going to surf the net before i Sleep.. HAhahax. Good Night everyone... :)

Loves Carol

Photos update: KTV with classmates 10 May 2008

2008-05-11T09:01:00.001-07:00

Can I just say act cute? (for the both photos)

Ban Gui Lian
Felica and me on camera =)
The twist girls?
lets smile @
2nd Bluff gege and Me "Uncle" and moi

I am the most tan there.. What happen to me. :(
Rong Hui, looks *blur*
Sherrie and me (both photos)
Sherrie and me (both photos)
My "own" album

Ahhh, I guess, i did not twist. (spoil the photo)

Act cute. c")
Winnie doing her hair b4 phototaking..
From Left: Rong Hui, Winnie, Felicia, Sherrie and Moi.

Group Gui Lian
Lets Drink! Woo~~~ (and the guys are drunk!)

Guess what! There are only 4 gals in the class.

Rong Hui Singing, me n Felicia aim for cam! Lets have another Ban Gui Lian

Act cute in too many photos le... hahahax

Darkk Photos w/o **Flash**

I am the same height as him. hehe
Full Length Photo which requested by me.. hahax
"uncle" do gui lian, so funny and scarryy... Lolx

That all Folks the photos. I know, i still owe your last time phoots, will upload when I am free, just that i am lazy. Hahah.. Enjoy all these photos 1st okay? Sorry people who are anxious to see th rest.. :))

Just Blog

2008-05-07T08:18:00.000-07:00

First thing first, I want to wish Maiden Ferina Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday my darling. =)

I know its abit too late to wish you Happy Birthday, but did message her in the morning. So only left half hour to her birthday ends. So hope you had your enjoyable birthday ahead. -)

Well, nothing happen to me within the last few days except going to work, give tution, school and coming back and zzz.. Alot people asking me about what had actually happen to me on my blog entry few days ago. Hey guys, i am okay, so no worries yeah. I just gotten emo all sudden and a reply to him actually hoping he can forget about it and get a move on with his life as he is having a good life now. I do not want to walk into his life and be hurt all over again and him as well. Not living in the past is a good thing. But well yeah, no worries, people, we 2 are still very good friends. Nothing can really break our friendship at the moment.

Sorry, my friend for the past few days i keep on mentioning you. Just that, iwant to let it all out. I am feeling better already. Thanks that we are still friends and really friends are not easy to find. :)

Good night everyone.

Lovesss...

Love

2008-05-05T06:39:00.000-07:00

Have you ever in your life love somebody so whole heartedly?

In fact, i do. I do love him once so much in my life that i thought he be my soul mate forever. But to my dismay, our relationship did not last and I found out there is no such thing as soul mates. Soul mates is one when 2 person work hard together for their future. But there is such thing as love. Love does exist everywhere and every minute and second of our life. Whether does this love will exist forever, I am not sure. You got to see how long 2 persons can make the love last and become soul mates in the end.

Why am i saying all these things? Because, I have loved him so much before and sometimes when think about it, it really hurts. But not as much as last time anymore. We do meet occasionally sometimes for a talk or just chilling out at starbucks or coffee bean. Sometimes, i do wonder in my mind, do I really still treat you as one of my best friends, foe or just a friend and no more else? From what I know, i do not misses you as much as last time and well for i am sure, that we will not get back together because I do not want to live in the past. I want to leave in the present. Our feelings cant be rekindled. So i would really want to treat you as one of my best and close friend and in fact I think I do.

You have moved on with your life, so I got to live on with mine too. Your current love would not want to know about our past though I know her too. She has assume that we are good friends and have nothing happen before, so leave everything as it is. Don't ruin your life. Love actually hard to come, and finding your Mr or Mrs right is even not easy. So treasure it. Don't go on looking and dwell on the pasts again. Get a move on!

Yes, we did treasure alot moments together last time. But then, its all in the pasts, we just have to remember our moments together and somewhere in our heart, we will treasure the moments we had together.

So yeah, I have ssaid everything that I have been wanting to say as I have think alot for the past few months ever since you looked me up that day. Sorry, now then I said everything. Its been 2 years since we break. And we are still friends (close friends). Take good care and we will meet up again soon. :)

You know who you are.
Lots of Love

Missing everyone

2008-05-05T05:45:00.000-07:00

Well, I miss alot people as i say, too mani people. Esp Von, she left the company for about few weeks already and really misses her lots.

I can still remember lunchtime we always goof and joke around. I piss her off too sometimes, but in the end she still forgave me and love me. ~Muacks~ babe.. :)

Our lunchtime are much more quieter now, cos not having her voice around, we got to be used to it. Von had already started school full time and me parttime and we are currently studying the same course. Toursim and Hospitality Management. She Will be graduating earlier then me. (You all will know if you know the difference between parttime and fulltime)

Now i am talking to Von on msn, we talk on alot stuffs we usually talk about.. Boys, gals stuffs. Hhaaazz. Miss her so much man. Von, come back soon and lunch with us.. :) Or we find a day 4 of us hang out together and chill okie.. *_*

Really misses alot of people, esp all those who are close to me and have gone throgh thick and thin together..

Love U ALL PEOPLE!
MUACKS...
Huggies.

A new blogskin

2008-05-04T08:24:00.000-07:00

Well, peeps, I have a new blogskin. Its much more neater now as i heard from you all its a mess for my old blog skin. So now its a new and neater le.

Thanks people..
Love ya.
Huggies. :)

Missing all of you

2008-05-04T07:12:00.001-07:00

Can i say I miss everyone.

My Best friend (Wen Yi): Remember our date on 25 May *Sunday*

NAC Gang: When are we meeting up again? Naru Mummy, i miss you. Why are you so far away? Faster come back soon:(

My 3 wonderful gals: Liyin, Jo and Shuchieh. ------>Know we are busy, hope to find a day to meet up soon.

My Sista gang : know who u are. (*hint* inside got GaY club de ar. hehe)

My kingdom family: I know i just meet u all, but then yeah, i want to meet again. :)

So much more people, i want spend time with. (sorry if i nv mention who here, you know who u are)

So little time, we are so busy with our things and work.

How I wish and i really wish, i got time to spend time with my friends..

And most of all, my beloved family. Mother's day is coming and it happens to be my sister birthday too. I want to spend all my time with them on that day. Love them lots... :)

Love
Carol

2008-05-04T07:01:00.000-07:00

Its been one hectic week since wed night.

Been meeting up with my gals for 3 days in a row. On thurs, Princess is really on a shopping freak. Its like we 4 of us spend a total of $400/- including food. We are really on a shopping spreee..

Met them yst too, we went to minds cafe for some really board games and so called near to dinner. At first, we are really bo liao, play BORED games. Hence, after a while we start playing Jenga(truth or dare). Well, we did really silly things, fer walk and sqawk like a chicken, liying went around the cafe with the block on her head, jocelyn got the most darest of all, she picked a dare to go around the cafe and say "Its my birthday today", it was fun, and we got our Free drink from the cafe. :). My dare, i have to rap with ABC's (hiphop style), Joy did not get it on video, because while I was rapping, they already started laughing till stomach hurts. I think I rapped very funny bah, that why they started laughing.. :(
Never mind, as long is everyone is happy..

I meet my gals today again, we went for pedicure. I can imagine doig it with my Lamer, blur queen and small gal gangz. After our pedicure, we went to secret receipe to celebrate Fer's mini birthday oero cheese cake.

So that how we meet for 3 days in a row.. -_-

3 days since last post

2008-04-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

Oh no, its been so long since i last post. Just gotten very busy last few days lor.. Thursday night, went to watch movie Forbidden kingdom with Ai ling, Sam and Benny then came home very late. I was on half day leave on that day, went to settle some personal issues with my friends. Well, i will not say it here, just some private and confidenntal things so i just attend out of curteousity as she is also one of my good friends. :) Huggies my babe friend. -) Love you..
Afer that, about 6plus, went to meet up with them for dinner off we go to watch the movie.
We got take some pictures on that day but then, unforuntely, i left the pictures in the office computer. Will post up the pictures tomorrow night.

Speaking of pictures, i got alot of pictures have not post up.
Monday went out with my babes photos, Thursday movie photos, Sat von birthday party photos. Woa, seems like alot of photos. Tomorrow gona post it up.. c") WOOooo~~~~~~ Photos photos here i come, then your can take a look at all the photos. :)

Getting back to my life, friday where dod i go? All of sudden, i could not remember.I remember i don't have any classes. Oh ya, i went to shoopping with my babes again. This time we went to raffles city to shop for hippes style accessiories at raffles city. We went too so many shops and its like we walked till we are tired, and we have not have our dinner yet.. In the end, we went to the 1st shop that we have stepped into the mall to buy the things. While we were shopping, we were craving for cafe cartel, but then the queue is so long, we dun want wait. Its a friday night, so well, its alot of pple. In the end, we went to sake to eat. It was 9 p.m already when we want to have our dinner. We ordered to much for dinner and we are too full to eat finish. Luckily its not much left so we are not charged of our wastefulness. :) After that we called for a cab and share and went off together. By then, it was 10 pm plus... Monster went to east coast to meet her boyfriend to see him and his friends play soccer, then we drop her off, then after that babe went back home at tampines, then i am the last one to reach home. Its okay, though its a long journey home but save $$ also and got friends talk together in the cab is even better. haha.. Its disadvantage for the uncle because he is not earning much and the petrol is expensive because the distance he have to travel is alot and the cab fare we took does not make up to his petrol fare..
Sorry Uncle.. :(

Soon, the next day was sat, went off to play tennis in the morning as usual, coach told us there is only 4 more lessons to go. That is very fast. So i am gona to practise well and play with my practise play mates as well. Well practise mates, lets practise and play tennis together :). After practise, as usual, i ply with my practise mates together. :)
Then off to go to teach liying assignment tution for the month of april. After tution, princess joy ask me to accompany her for lunch at rivervale plaza as she have finish work and is on the way home. So i am okay, since i am also hungry and have not had my lunch on that time yet. we ate Kentucy fried chicken (cant say real name) yummm... then we walk around rivervale plaza then i have my haircut, joy also have a haircut on her fringe. For me, is cutting more layer my hair.. My fringe have become short too.. Hope when i go to work tmr, i dun look like a blur queen with my fringe short. My hair i got to put wax, its tat kind of "popping up hairstyle" (when i update my blog pictures tmr night you all can see.)

About 5 plus i went off home, quite sad i cant stay long to talk with jocelyn, but then we are meeting on 1st may gal. Sorry for rushing off that day because i got something on that evening.
Abt 7 plus, Me and Mel went off to Yvonne 21st birthday party at Changi Aloha. We party till 1 plus in the morning then we went home. Details of chalet I will not say anything. When upload pictures, it will tell everything, or you all can go face book see. Mel have tag me the photos. :)
Haaaxxx...

Sunday morning, which is today, wake up as usal, go give tution.. then come back home do essay lor.. Finlayy finish le.. SO very happy. Just left with my referencing. So gona do this week as no classes. :) So got more time to do.
Anyway, Zhan wei and Si Xiong, when are we actually gona msn or meet up for our projects? haha. Though that time say want discuss msn, and we ahve not discusss yet. Sad sia. When the due date again? lol

Ok lah, write till here. Too many days post in the end written in sunday post. haha

Night peeps..

Loves
Carol

Home sweet home

2008-04-23T08:43:00.001-07:00

I am finally home. At my comforty bed playing with my laptop and blogging away. (i have already bathe) :)
Too tired to continue on essay today,hope to finish by weekend soon. :)

Fer just came back to work today after a 2 day mc, she very busy today, so never really got a chance to talk to her at work. As i was quite busy too.. Ferfer, get well soon.. :)
loves..

At work nth happen much, just that some minor things (personal) prop up that i cant even be bothered now. haha.. Because when i act see, i do not really feel anything at all already.
Went to school after work today, then met zhan wei at queenstown station to have dinner together at school. Yesterday was Si Xiong birthday, then i got no time to shop for a present for him so asked Zhan wei to get smth for him that he will like. Hope he like the gift we bought for him.. :) Which indeed he say he like it.. :)

During break in class today, i got so bo liao that i started taking some pictures of my own.. So here it goes.

Pencil Box (my xmas present from liyin)

So well the pictures are being posted up.. I look darn shag in all those photos.. haha.. cos i am very tired.. :(

Okie, i am going to sleep..

Loves
Carol (photo on the left is me!)

Painful

2008-04-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

Its 12.12 midnight, and now is the only time that i can only post up things to write in my blog.

I went shopping with my friends yst. I can't really update the pictures now. Duno why, i try to upload the pictures soon. I Just finish 1 and 3/4 of my essay, am quite glad lor.. But still got to buck up. -_-. Then now playing mahjong with my friends online. To destress. We humans after all cant always be living in the world of stress. We got to destress everyday and other times of the day. Haha..

I bought one jeans and a top today at Sengkang. This guy who is a manager in the shop is very nice. I do not really want to buy at 1st, because pay day have not come. Then recently spend alot liao.. On alot of things, wana wait till pay day.. So next month pay day, I cant spend much as usual. :( The manager of the shop told me he want to give me disocunt for the clothes i want. I was shocked.. Then I hesitate awhile then i agree lor. Cos not always you want discount they give you special doscount..Especially, i wanted the jeans only which cost around $60/- but then he told me, if i bought a regular price top, then he give me discount for the jeans and top which i think its quite worth it. So I paid about $60/- for the top and jeans, which is quite worth it as if i bought the jeans only it will cost $60/-. Thank you Manager. :).

Wow, Time really flies, now is already tues and i still having my ucler and that makes my mouth swollen over the weekend. I dont know how i got it, but i last remember was a insect sting at my mouth which i do not know till my practise mate told me there is a small insect on my mouth when playing tennis on sat.. Then when i want to go catch it, it gave me a sting (it was already like at my lips there when it sting me! And Hell, Its very painful.) Maybe i got it from the insect sting. Well, at least my mouth does't look swollen now. If it looks swollen, that it, i wear MASK to work till my mouth gets better. because Ai Mei...

My ucler take so slow and long to heal... Sianz...Its been there since sat and this ucler i my mouth is my biggest one yet. I duno what happen to my mouth. I cant eat so many things, and i got to eat slowly which i hate it. I am the kind of person who eat fast when i hungry... #_# Then it gets very irrtating and painful most of the time, in which i went to see company doctor today, doc gave me oral drops. When I put on my ucler, its like omg, stinging pain and feeling very numb for at least 15 mins... I wonder if the pain is like putting salt on the ucler.? (which i dun dare to try, because alot pple say the feeling Darn "Shiok".. haha)
Anyone can tell me what is the feeling like of puttig salt on ucler? Isit really darn painful? Tell me your experience. :) Haha

Now, am talking to Si Xiong, he very farni.. haha... LOL
Anyway, Da Pian Zi Ge Ge, HAPPY BEALTED BIRTHDAY! One year older already, dun bluff too many gals ar.. :) (I know most of the time you and Zhan wei are joking so yeah! *_*)

Okie, i am going to sleep.. Will update soon.. :)
Take care everyone..

Love
Carol

2008-04-20T03:30:00.000-07:00

Woa, now i am sitting in front of the computer typing out my essay and now to really take a break . So well, i am here away, typing on my blog.

this morning, i went to give tution at huogang, then came back at about 3plus (cos give 2), then hence, i have been starting my essay till now. I not even half way there yet. only 500-600 words so far out of a 2000 word essay. And i am still trying to do my best. ^_^
Aja Aja Fighting!!

Today, nth happen to me much bah, only tution then come back do essay le..
Then aa stupid msg come in, its the same fu**ing irritaing girl who i told yur at my blog yesterday. She ask me a stupid question which i dun really answer her, so in the end i never repy her message. I could not be bothered to reply her message. And anyways, this gal reminds me of a certain someone who has the same attitude,same character and argh!. Too bad i cant mention names here, cos i am not the person who like to say this type of thing online which is not very gd.

Anyway , enuff about her bah.. i off to continue my essay again. Bye peeps..

Cheers!

New BlogSkin

2008-04-19T09:41:00.000-07:00

I have a new blogskin, I think my previous is too childish for me. I recall i said Childish haha.. But then yeah, I still prefer blackskins.. -_-
So here it is. Abit plain, but its simple and nice. :)

Huggies, rushing down essay.. =)

lastly c how many words i can type per min.. *_*

54 words

Speed test

Past 2 days

2008-04-19T08:07:00.000-07:00

Well, last two days went by a blur to me..

Eversince, i started out on my blog (2 days), i never update. Omg, die.. Too tired already.

I cant believe in this world, there is some one who is really Sh**. Freaking hate the shit of somebody, giving me freaking attittude. Anyway, i am just wondering when you will grow up. Because I really think u are darn *hell* immature. I dun wan pin point who, but well, you just go to watch out your back. Cos, something will happen to you someday as I really believe in revenge. I know you may think i am cursing you but to alot of us we are not cursing you because of your darn then freaking you fc**ing attitude and the way you behave in front of people and your attitude with so many of our friends, we seriously think that one day, you will get your revenge. You won;t get it now, just that you wil lget it soon.

Friday, after work i went to school, school was fun. But then my essay i have finally started out writing abit hence i am glad, 2 mre weeks to assignement due. After school, my dad came and bring me and I drove home. Its so long since i drove, but then my dad told me still not bad, my skills.. Well, i also feel that. :) haha.. To me, skills will not be easily forget, once u get the hang of it, you will remember.. Just that, you will get rusty if you don;t always practise. Speaking of school, its 4th week partime i am in school already.. Time really fllies..

This morning, I went to civil service club to have lessons of my tennis, after that i had a few games with my practise mates. They are very professional, and I cant really beat them. But then, i want o try my best at tennis, because I love this sport. Its fun.

After that I went to work, when i reach office, no one is there (and very scary), cos its at about 2pm. I was shocked that no one was there, but then well, I went there to clear some emails and some urgent stuffs that friday i forget to do. I want to do before monday got no time to do. And that is very important as weekdaes i got no time to clear. Then found out that the System cant be used as IT is doing some backup. So i only stayed for awhile , abt 1 half hr, then i went to meet my frend at Jurong to him somethings then off back home.. Reach home 5pm, clear my things, then took a short nap as very tired then wake up to have dinner with my family. its been so long since i have dinner with them. Miss the feeling as we are always busy with work on weekdays, and I only got to see them everyday 9 plus to 10 plus at night, because of my studies and i am giving tution as well and yes, i do see them in the morning, but only a while, then we are off to work. Everyday, i am back , i am very happy to see them. :) Sometimes, see them fall aslp already, also happy to see them.. -_-

haha, today posts got happy and hate. HATE is really really make me angry de lor. I hope m yanger dies soon! If not, she see me f**king give attitude.

ARGH!

Sorry ar pple.. Gtg, write tmr.

Loves

Wana Sleep

2008-04-15T09:47:00.000-07:00

Its already coming to 1am in the morning, and I have just finish setting up my new blog. :)
Hope its okie..
I try to change the wordings and some settings soon. :)
Hopefully!!

Hhahah,,
So yeah pple, enjoy .. :)

FINALLY, I can go and SLp...

Loves
Carol

Blog after so long

2008-04-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

Heys peeps,

I am back with my old blog. But then ya, my old posts are gone. Do not ask me why? Its been gone for very long already since begining of the year, and well i told myself, i cant be bothered about retreiving my old blogs and intending to do a new one. But very lazy lor.
But still, my old bloggie is still the same :)

Your will want to know why do I set up a new blog? Because my gals, Maiden, Princess and Warrior ask me to do.. They told me they have a blog and I must have one too. Especially Princess . She ask me faster do a blog, and i own her for abt 1 half weeks already. So Joy, here is my blog. I know my blog is childish, but then pardon me, i still have kiddie in me.. haha..Unlike the rest of you all the blog, nice and mature and the color just right. :)
My friends also pester me to have a blog, so well, so guys here is my blog, remember come tag.. :) Since i have a blog already, I will try to post as much as possible. If not, i juz be too lazy already.

Well, enough about my blogs thing. What happen to me recently? I also don't know. Everyday just went by as a blur. Work, school, give tution then school projects and essay to write. Its like i got no time for my friends and myself. I need to have proper time management!! Jia you Carol!!
Speaking of tution, I am now helping Liying to give one of her tutions at huogang because her exams are coming.. :) Jiayou. :)
She keep on feeling bad abt throwing that assignment to me. But i am okie de. Its okie gal! .. I want to meet up with you all soon. Miss your lots..

Coming to essays, I just do not know how to start on my 2000 word essay, I have mostly the information with me already, but then I am still as blur on how to start and its due in 2 weeks time. I cant remember the date but its about 2 more weeks... Argh! Hate essays. But then, i want to do well on my essays, because I paid so much for my school fees and I do not ant to retake any modules which going to cost more then $600/-?? I must tell myself I can do it.

Today, ferfer start school. I wonder how her school went? I know she is a better coper then me in terms to coming work and studies and alot things whereas I cant... I wantto be just like her . independent. Ferfer, teach me.. :) haha

Hao lah, i better stop my 1st blog entry of 2008 here, if not, i become long winded le.. Night everyone.. I miss everyone... Liyin (lamer), Jo (Blur queen), Shu chieh (Small gal), princess, warrior, maiden, Yvonne (Babe), Ila (babe), MelMel (Monster) and my Dearest best friend "Mosquito" - (Wenyi) ... and still got alot of other friends.
Wenyi, i am going meet you in may soon, I miss you so much.. Love you.
Blur queen, Lamer and Small Gal, 1st May our date to go out okie? Miss you all lots.
Maiden, warrior and Princess, I will meet you all soon.. Just tell me when okie? I sure make time for you all. Love you all lots.

Sign off here.
Carol