Life is always FUll of Ups and Downs!

♥ Tuesday, May 27, 2008

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At last, my group project report is considered done. After the last report which was 2 weeks ago. Finnally can take a short break after this submission. But well, i cant rest yet. Another report due 11 June 2008!! which is less then 2 weeks away which i have nt even started. Information is here. But have not started yet. So got to strart this weekend. I am gona PIA all the way for the essay.

I cant believe i ending my this semster soon.Time passes so fast, with everything so busy. -_-
If i can pass this semster which i am not so confident. I hope to do well for the rest of the semster and the whole 28 mths that i am studying! So jiayou~~~~

1 more report for this semster and have so call graduate from that semster already. Hahah..

But sad is, results will be out next semster. It take some time because of the report need to be submitted to Sunderland for marking. So Yeah.. Hpe can do well..
:))

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9:22 AM

♥ Wednesday, May 21, 2008

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Back to my loner world with just my thoughts and my dreams and everything that i want to think off. I really feel like wanting to be for myself in my loner sometimes. But i feel i cant. I need smth to perk me up. But i wun say what is it. I need my life, my everything..

*Sigh*, really hectic today.. So busyyy.. I hate it when work is never ending. How i wish I was on leave al lthe way the whole world round getting paid. But then where got this type of good life? No work no income.. Work = Income. So come back to the reality world gal. No more dreams. c")
Welcome to the real world girl. Face reality. =)

Well, i guess, work is never ending. Everytime work is pile up in the in tray. Always.. Never ending. But well, i must try to work my best in everything. Work is work, personal life is personal life. Nth an affect work .. I learned all these while working in the company i working now. =) Work has mature me and i am glad soo which I could not learnt in school. Work and school is way to different. School doesnt teach us what working life is. This is what we have to experience ourselves and learning is always never ending. :) Which I am glad. So every setback i got to face, i must learn and mature myself. :)

Like I learnt, be satisfied on what you have now. Do not force myself into everything into making everyting so perfect that I will make myself so unhappy. What for? Not worth it. Be yourself and make yourself worthwhile! If you think that is need to experience and learn, Learn from it. No one will blame you! In the end, You will find yourself Happy with it. So accept and Learn from it. :))

Haha, today very longwinded. Hahah. because II have learnt something today and i really want to share with everyone and can learn from experience.

Okay, that all. I want to go chio on the essay already. Leader stated the dateline: Tomorrow. So got to finish b ytonight and tomorrow he can consodilate everything. Jiayou tteam, we can do it. :)

Sign off..

Carol

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8:10 AM

♥ Tuesday, May 20, 2008

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I am on leave today~~~ Wooo~~~~ Can Rest~ Wooo~~~~
Left only 3 more days to work. Hahah. Then to the weekends. :)
HAHAHHAHA

I took leave is to rest my back and to reall ystay at home and take time off from work..
But abit sianz, tomorrow have to go back to work. Like alot of days rest, sudden don't feel like going back because sianz..

Today my leave, i basically woke up quite late, then made myself some scrumptous breakfast lor. Don't ask me what i eat because i ate quite alot. Then after my breakfast, do HRM project for group de. Managed to finish my part and made some amendents for the Task 2 Training and Development part. Its to be continued. Hope Lao da and Lao Er can change my english structure because my english structure not good at all. :((

This weekend i am going to sttart on my individual essay.Information is already in my hands. Just got to start writing the 2000 word essay due 11june, which is 3 weeks away. I tell myself i can do it. So I can. :) lol...

Well, Basically, i hope i can take another day leave again to stay at home and rest. Love the feeling. But then, I do not want to be come a crouch potato.. Hehehe...
Yupp..

Anyways, have your ever think of people who is always so freaking irritating.? Just like someone I know. The someone I won't say is who. Yesterday, I was telling my sister about this person. My sister can laugh and say that someone is so childish..

The certain someone who can make something till so big where the matter is small and thinking can be so childish. I also don't know why I can be friends with that someone. I was thinking of this question whole day, Why in the world that I will know someone like that? Thinking immature, childish. I can just say childish. CHIDISH AND CHILDISH.

If one day, if i ever scold the person, you will know who you are. Because, now I am scolding the someone in my heart and not verbally. Beecause i am not the kind of person who scold verbally our from my mouth or scold directly out at blogs. I prefer to say it individually. Now I am just saying my thoughts at the blog and i will not emphasize that one person because what I say is only generally. As it can be anyone.

So you won't know who u are.

Anyway, i stop right here .

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3:21 AM

♥ Monday, May 19, 2008

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First thing first, today so sian. Woke up in the morning to find that my back still hurts. I think its because ysterday went to lao er place to do project but then sat too long on the floor, then never rest my back. Then strain to much, become more pain today. Ate the muscle relaxant medication, have been better since.

Haix, Because of my back pain I cant go to meet the gang in the evening for dinner at FIsh and Co. So long never did get to meet them already. Today meeting up is to celebrate Ferina belated Birthday.Sorry gang, I promise you all that I will go. But because of my back pain, I cant go. :( A MILLION APOLOGIES

But then Ferfer, I promise to make it up to you. You take care. Miss you much. And to the rest of the people. YiXia, Wei Jin, Liying, Jocelyn, and he rest. Miss you all too. We meet up again soon. :)) Miss you all Wor...

I found this song quite nice and i post on my blog. Its dedicated to you Ah Fer. Sorry for not being there today. :) Make sure you listen to the song okie.. The lyrics expressed to you and for my apologies for not being there today.

Here are the lyrics:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY By The Click Five

Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You're TWENTY - TWO

I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
I know it's kind of late
But Happy Birthday

Yeah yeah whoa
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa
Well I miss you, too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But Happy Birthday

So hard
When you're far away
It's lame but I forgot the date
I won't make the same mistake
I'm so to blame

So now you know
Don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's way too late
But Happy Birthday

Yeah yeah whoa
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa
Well I miss you, too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But Happy Birthday

It's not that I don't care
You know I'll make it up to you
If I could, I'd be there

Yeah yeah whoa
Yeah yeah whoa
Well I miss you, too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kind of lame
But Happy Birthday

Yeah yeah whoa
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa
Well I miss you, too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kind of late
But Happy Birthday
To You

I have so called change the lyrics of one part which is 22nd. It was supposely 21st. So Pardon if they have sang 21st intead of 22nd. Because i think this song is for 21st Birthday de. :( But then ferfer, I have change the lyrics to 22nd. So you enjoy okie. Remember to listen .

Lovesss.

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3:39 AM

♥ Friday, May 16, 2008

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The whole past week I have been so busy that i got no time to update my blog. Let me update to you all what had happen to me.

Can anyone believe it? Everyone had been asking me, "What happened to your leg? You fell down?" Well, answers to all of you all questions. I accidentally sprained my back. Lower left at the back. It makes me have difficulty in walking. If I walked straight, it makes even pain, so i got to walk abit like my leg is injuried, but its not. I sprained my back.

I know you all be wondering, how I got injuried. Well, you all know i have tennis game and practise every sat. That how it got started, at 1st i thought its muscle ache, then sunday, i continue playing with my dad then still continue I have muscle ache. I ignored the ache. as i thought its normal... Wednesday comes, in office, I was carrying heavy things, then comes to know its a sprained, because that is when the ache comes in at my lower back and I was like tolerating the pain and sitting in front of the computer doing my work. Then I found myself walking limping, because the pain was very unbearable. Then past few days i been walking limping.

Alot people asking me to see doctor since wed, I told them, "they only give painkillers, so myself let it heal itself" Anyways, my dad do therapy for my back every night before I go to slp (putting the chinese medicine - Cream on my back..) I was at school last night, my dad came to fetch me home because the pain is very unbearable because I did not get to sit in office whole day. I was walking around. I got so many miscellaneous staffs to do.. Sianzzz.

After school, last night, went to see a doctor.. (Well, peoples, i have finally went to see a doctor based on you all asking me to go see a doctor).. Doc prescribed me Anarex (muscle relaxant and paracetamol together), its another painkillers. So now, you all know why i do not want to go doc in the 1st place.. Haha. Then I eat the painkillers before i went to slp last night, then its not really in pain anymore.

This morning wake up, yeah, the pain is back, i continued eating the medication lor. I want to stop eating! I hate eating medication, esp painkillers, as it is not gd for the kidney. :(( But no choice, I hope my back get well soon! I will not want to go Sinseh, cos i scared of pain... So no way i am going..

I want to thank people for the cocerns you all have given me last few days. Da Pian Ci Gor Gor, Lao Er Pain Ci Gor Gor, asking me to take care and "lecture" me go see doctor last few days. :))
Company people, thanks for your concerns. Esp Ila, and Melissa. Love you all. I have finally see doctor and alot more other people.

And of because my familily, Love themmmmm......

I want to get well soon!!!! I wannt to do alot of things, getting back to my game of tennis, wearing high heels ( i have not been wearing for the past 1 week!!), and of cuz, to walk normal again instead of limping..

Jiayou JiayOU....

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8:08 PM

♥ Sunday, May 11, 2008

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hi Guys, finally updated my blog since 7th may 2008. Too busy last few days and I am unable to come online for that. Haaxx.. And I got no time blog.

Well, since thurs night, nth much happen to me except sat night went to KTV pub with my classmates. Its located at UE square. Our 1st outing together since we start school on March. I am so going appreciate our 28mths together. I hope to have more outing soon with them. Its so much fun.. I have uploaded some photos on my blog, it explains it all. (the photos are below) Well, we all had a fun night!! We sang from 830pm to 2am in the morning, and I am so called "honoured" to do the start of the show. (I sang the 1st song before they continue. Lol)HAhahaaxxxx

Today is Mothers day as well as my sister birthday,

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MUMMY

MY BELOVED SISTER:: HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!

My sister and Me.. :))

My sister on the right.

Yes, yes. I know we do not look alike, but then there are some parts we still do look alike. :)) After all we are sisters. Well, mei, I know you will not read my blog but then I still want to Wish you happy 19 th Birthday..

Below is picture of my sister and mummy, me and mummy look too alike, we are particularly like sisters if we go out together as mummy and daughter... I have upload the photos. Sorry if the picture is upside down, I too lazy upload the photos again, below is my mum and my sister.. Now you know the difference and alike ness between us.. :))

Hmm, I know the photos are not updated, but then we seldom take photos, because my family doesnt like to take alot photos. Simple minded. :)) So pardon me.. oNly me like to take photos. Those people who know me knows i love to take photos.. :P

Woa, yesterday never get much sleep, but then I am not tired.. Duno why. After came back from KTV pub, 3 plus in the morning, nv really sleep. . But i know when tomorrow go to work, i will be very shag like always. Monday Blues.. hahaha. Hate Monday, why must Monday always come.. ??? Must force myself to sleep tonight...

Weel, people, i am going to sleep soon.. Going to surf the net before i Sleep.. HAhahax. Good Night everyone... :)

Loves Carol

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9:32 AM

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Can I just say act cute? (for the both photos)

Ban Gui Lian

Felica and me on camera =)

The twist girls?

lets smile @

2nd Bluff gege and Me

"Uncle" and moi

I am the most tan there.. What happen to me. :(

Rong Hui, looks *blur*

Sherrie and me (both photos)

My "own" album

Ahhh, I guess, i did not twist. (spoil the photo)

Act cute. c")

Winnie doing her hair b4 phototaking..

From Left: Rong Hui, Winnie, Felicia, Sherrie and Moi.

Group Gui Lian

Lets Drink! Woo~~~ (and the guys are drunk!)

Guess what! There are only 4 gals in the class.

Rong Hui Singing, me n Felicia aim for cam!

Lets have another Ban Gui Lian

Act cute in too many photos le... hahahax

Darkk Photos w/o **Flash**

I am the same height as him. hehe

Full Length Photo which requested by me.. hahax

"uncle" do gui lian, so funny and scarryy... Lolx

That all Folks the photos. I know, i still owe your last time phoots, will upload when I am free, just that i am lazy. Hahah.. Enjoy all these photos 1st okay? Sorry people who are anxious to see th rest.. :))

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9:01 AM

♥ Wednesday, May 7, 2008

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First thing first, I want to wish Maiden Ferina Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday my darling. =)

I know its abit too late to wish you Happy Birthday, but did message her in the morning. So only left half hour to her birthday ends. So hope you had your enjoyable birthday ahead. -)

Well, nothing happen to me within the last few days except going to work, give tution, school and coming back and zzz.. Alot people asking me about what had actually happen to me on my blog entry few days ago. Hey guys, i am okay, so no worries yeah. I just gotten emo all sudden and a reply to him actually hoping he can forget about it and get a move on with his life as he is having a good life now. I do not want to walk into his life and be hurt all over again and him as well. Not living in the past is a good thing. But well yeah, no worries, people, we 2 are still very good friends. Nothing can really break our friendship at the moment.

Sorry, my friend for the past few days i keep on mentioning you. Just that, iwant to let it all out. I am feeling better already. Thanks that we are still friends and really friends are not easy to find. :)

Good night everyone.

Lovesss...

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8:18 AM

♥ Monday, May 5, 2008

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Have you ever in your life love somebody so whole heartedly?

In fact, i do. I do love him once so much in my life that i thought he be my soul mate forever. But to my dismay, our relationship did not last and I found out there is no such thing as soul mates. Soul mates is one when 2 person work hard together for their future. But there is such thing as love. Love does exist everywhere and every minute and second of our life. Whether does this love will exist forever, I am not sure. You got to see how long 2 persons can make the love last and become soul mates in the end.

Why am i saying all these things? Because, I have loved him so much before and sometimes when think about it, it really hurts. But not as much as last time anymore. We do meet occasionally sometimes for a talk or just chilling out at starbucks or coffee bean. Sometimes, i do wonder in my mind, do I really still treat you as one of my best friends, foe or just a friend and no more else? From what I know, i do not misses you as much as last time and well for i am sure, that we will not get back together because I do not want to live in the past. I want to leave in the present. Our feelings cant be rekindled. So i would really want to treat you as one of my best and close friend and in fact I think I do.

You have moved on with your life, so I got to live on with mine too. Your current love would not want to know about our past though I know her too. She has assume that we are good friends and have nothing happen before, so leave everything as it is. Don't ruin your life. Love actually hard to come, and finding your Mr or Mrs right is even not easy. So treasure it. Don't go on looking and dwell on the pasts again. Get a move on!

Yes, we did treasure alot moments together last time. But then, its all in the pasts, we just have to remember our moments together and somewhere in our heart, we will treasure the moments we had together.

So yeah, I have ssaid everything that I have been wanting to say as I have think alot for the past few months ever since you looked me up that day. Sorry, now then I said everything. Its been 2 years since we break. And we are still friends (close friends). Take good care and we will meet up again soon. :)

You know who you are.
Lots of Love

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6:39 AM

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Well, I miss alot people as i say, too mani people. Esp Von, she left the company for about few weeks already and really misses her lots.

I can still remember lunchtime we always goof and joke around. I piss her off too sometimes, but in the end she still forgave me and love me. ~Muacks~ babe.. :)

Our lunchtime are much more quieter now, cos not having her voice around, we got to be used to it. Von had already started school full time and me parttime and we are currently studying the same course. Toursim and Hospitality Management. She Will be graduating earlier then me. (You all will know if you know the difference between parttime and fulltime)

Now i am talking to Von on msn, we talk on alot stuffs we usually talk about.. Boys, gals stuffs. Hhaaazz. Miss her so much man. Von, come back soon and lunch with us.. :) Or we find a day 4 of us hang out together and chill okie.. *_*

Really misses alot of people, esp all those who are close to me and have gone throgh thick and thin together..

Love U ALL PEOPLE!
MUACKS...
Huggies.

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5:45 AM

♥ Sunday, May 4, 2008

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Well, peeps, I have a new blogskin. Its much more neater now as i heard from you all its a mess for my old blog skin. So now its a new and neater le.

Thanks people..
Love ya.
Huggies. :)

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8:24 AM

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Can i say I miss everyone.

My Best friend (Wen Yi): Remember our date on 25 May *Sunday*

NAC Gang: When are we meeting up again? Naru Mummy, i miss you. Why are you so far away? Faster come back soon:(

My 3 wonderful gals: Liyin, Jo and Shuchieh. ------>Know we are busy, hope to find a day to meet up soon.

My Sista gang : know who u are. (*hint* inside got GaY club de ar. hehe)

My kingdom family: I know i just meet u all, but then yeah, i want to meet again. :)

So much more people, i want spend time with. (sorry if i nv mention who here, you know who u are)

So little time, we are so busy with our things and work.

How I wish and i really wish, i got time to spend time with my friends..

And most of all, my beloved family. Mother's day is coming and it happens to be my sister birthday too. I want to spend all my time with them on that day. Love them lots... :)

Love
Carol

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7:12 AM

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Its been one hectic week since wed night.

Been meeting up with my gals for 3 days in a row. On thurs, Princess is really on a shopping freak. Its like we 4 of us spend a total of $400/- including food. We are really on a shopping spreee..

Met them yst too, we went to minds cafe for some really board games and so called near to dinner. At first, we are really bo liao, play BORED games. Hence, after a while we start playing Jenga(truth or dare). Well, we did really silly things, fer walk and sqawk like a chicken, liying went around the cafe with the block on her head, jocelyn got the most darest of all, she picked a dare to go around the cafe and say "Its my birthday today", it was fun, and we got our Free drink from the cafe. :). My dare, i have to rap with ABC's (hiphop style), Joy did not get it on video, because while I was rapping, they already started laughing till stomach hurts. I think I rapped very funny bah, that why they started laughing.. :(
Never mind, as long is everyone is happy..

I meet my gals today again, we went for pedicure. I can imagine doig it with my Lamer, blur queen and small gal gangz. After our pedicure, we went to secret receipe to celebrate Fer's mini birthday oero cheese cake.

So that how we meet for 3 days in a row.. -_-

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7:01 AM