Life is always FUll of Ups and Downs!

♥ Sunday, September 28, 2008

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Its a sunday evening and tomorrow is work.

*Sigh*

Well, at times I have been thinking why am i troubled for almost everything that is not even me. Have not been quite happy for the past one week. After meeting Wenyi yesterday (was very happy to see her after so long), She came to my house for lunch then did some planning for our taiwan trip. We had some gals talk after that, she talked and actually advise me on alot of things which really make some sense into me. Wenyi, thanks for the small type gals talk yesterday. Thank you. Hope our meeting will be soon okay. :)

Cant meet my gals yst, they went shopping.. Hehe, its been so long since I did that. Need to do some shopping soon. And really Shop till i drop.. :) My taiwan trip can make up for it. hehe..

Well girls, i guess i am really fine now.

Jocelyn, I know you stated in your blog that you are hoping I can join you all next saturday for the clubbing. Just forgive me this once, I won't be able join u all. But before that, lets have a good dinner to celebrate Li Ying Birthday. I make sure, i will have fun on dinner that day. Maybe we can go Fish and Co, it be nice to have a nice celebration birthday with Liying? Well, its just a suggestion.. Heheh.. You and fer fer the planning will be better since your 2 have much much more enthuisiam then me. :)

Ferfer and Jocelyn - I have actually walk around a shop a few days ago. I have actually bought something nice for liying birthday too the add - ons that we are going to buy. Hope you are okay with it. :) I think it is actually quite nice, hope you all are okay with it. :)

Off now

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1:23 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 24, 2008

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Now having break in office , hence, do some blogging in my blog.

Too all people who are concern about me, I am stil ltrying to be okay, but yeah soon I promise.
No problem for me. Will try forget things easily. :) Thank you very much.

Warrior:- thanks for cheering me up.

YuShing:- Thanks for the encouragement. Sorry for the another appointment of outing. Will organise another soon.

Maiden:- Thanks for cheering me up too. :)

Princess:- Thanks for your encouragement too.

Liyin (lamer):- Thanks for being there for me.

Wenyi (Bessie Friend):- Thanks for being there for me too. I know you tried to talk to me, but i am venting on frustration on you. Hope you don't mind. I know you too have your own share of problems. Thanks for confiding in me. I hope you be okay soon also. Try to before our Taiwan Trip okay? hehe. Hope your friend won't do that to you anymore. :)

Too all people who love me. I will be Okay soon. :)

Now trying too, so no need worry that much. :)

Remember me? I am a cheerful and bubbly girl.

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9:29 PM

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To everyone who have been concern about me for past week:-

"Don't worry guys, I am fine. Everything happen to me will all be fine soon. Been feeling better. No more moodiness, but feeling frustrated. In alot of things. Friends, work and almost everything. Just that time need to be alone for awhile. Have not been having fun ever since that happen. But still... No mood to have fun!"

My warrior birthday is coming soon, gals have plan to have dinner and go clubbing at night on 4th oct (SaturdaY). I feel so bad of not wanting go clubbing. Its warrior's birthday and I should be having fun with her and my gals. But then, I just got no mood, no mood to have fun and to go clubbing. Just no mood to have really good fun. I don't really want spoil everyone mood if I am there because I feel that when I am there I will be very stone. I will be wasting time and energy there. Just so many things happened all at once. Just want some time to think awhile, i guess. *sigh*

Message to my Warrior:
Sorry Warrior. I make it up to you, i Promise. :( I hope you forgive me this time round for being so self-centered and not really celebrating with you all the way. But then, promise to go for the dinner. I love you.

Message to my Girls:
To my girls (Maiden and Princess), I am sorry for being self-centered and not enjoying he night away with you all. As per my entry, wait till everything between me is fine. :) Will make it up to you all. Love you all lots.

Everyone was telling me, though I am stress, I should go out and still have fun. Just don't care, relax yourself. This is what I always advised people too. But I can't do it myself. I do not know why. This time, i really got no mood to party/play/talk to my friends about my personal stuffs. This thing in my head is telling me, "This is not the time to really trust people." after that thing happened. *Sigh*

Tell me what am I going to do. If i start trusting people to easily, I am being taking advantage off. If I am not too trusting, people back off. I wonder who my true friends and whole lot truth really are. I am now just putting off a Brave front. Still my usual self, laughing away everyday. But in me, I am still at loss on what actually am I going to do.?

----Happier things----

Friday - Went to watched Flower 4 movie with my sister at Cathay at DowntownEast Pasir Ris. Did enjoyed the show, but quite long. But worth watching.

Last Saturday, went to Jurong Point to have dinner with few of my colleagues at Soup Restraunt. The food there quite expensive, but it was very nice. The food was not bad. Quite satisfied.

Promised them long ago to go see lantern at Chinese Garden before way all these thing happened. Really cant break my promise, so just go. Will upload some lantern pictures soon.

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9:42 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 17, 2008

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At times, I am thinking. Am I lonely? Do I need another person to help me fufill my thoughts and dreams. Just want to say , I am tired. Not that I do not want call my best friend, my gals, and my another grp of gals. (all should know who you are) to tell them my woes. Just do not want to trouble them.

I just want to be alone for awhile. I need sometime alone. Just forgive me for this time being. I will try to get my emotions in check and need sometime to cool off. Just trired and need rest.. zzzz..... Sorry my friends who are worry about me. I just do not want say it out now. If I want to say i will say.

Now...... I just want to be alone and some comforts of some friends. :)

Dozing off...

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9:07 AM

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Freak it.

At times I am wondering, why I am always oligied to people actions and thoughts. Why I am senstive towards them which is none of my business.? I do not want get invovled but they put me in. In times, I am thinking, why am I bothered so much?

I don't know whether am i stress or not? I think I have been taking things too lightly thus people is taking advantage or whatsoever. The reason I never come in to blog or online was partyly because of this. Talking and seeing that person have made me realise there is not a "GOOD" in that person. It *pukes* me whatever the thing is. I have never realy wanted to enter their/her/his life.

I want my freedom abck from you. You have made my Live a freaking worse this past few weeks. Not that I am complaning here, but yes I am. Just want let your/you know on what I am capable off and not just you alone. So yeah.

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9:07 AM

♥ Friday, September 5, 2008

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Good morning everyone,

I am MC from work today. *Again*. This time, is... I have sprained my ankle. Its hurting badly.

Tell u how I twisted my ankle.

Ot awhile from work yesterday, was about to go home , so went to toilet first. The floor was slipperly so nearly fall, hence i grab hold of something then well, that then i twisted my ankle bah.

At first, there was not much of stingy pain. So I was going home with Eileen, when its at my stop at Punggol MRt Station, when i tried to start walking, i found that I was limping and my ankle was very swollen. So I slowly walk home (pain still bearable). Daddy help me rub oil on my ankle, whole night cant sleep as it was hurting. I woke up in middle of night, ate some painkillers then off I go to sleep till 9 plus i nthe morning.

I went to see a doctor in the morning. Doctor gave me some pain killers and anti-inflammatory medication> if the swelling and pain did not subside. I hve to go back to him on Monday to get a Xray done... (as it may get fracture) . I hopefully hope i do not get a fracture.

Want to get well soon. :)

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12:36 AM

♥ Thursday, September 4, 2008

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21st August to 5 September 2008.

Nothing to write much about. I think I have really been missing. Do not feel like coming online to talk to some people as they will find me which can be consider irritating. *sigh*

Since came back on the Genting Trip 20 August 2008, 21st aug I was MC from work, Not feeling well and too tired to go to work. Have upload some photos, and let the photos do the talking. (Did not upload all photos, want see more, browse through my face book albumS)

Genting Trip With Family (18 Aug - 20 Aug)

Some Scenery of Genting

~My Family~

Me and My Sister (Melissa)

Some Scenery again

Me, My sister, My dad

~More Updates~
23rd August wasDarling Jocelyn Princess birthday, me, Ferina, jocelyn and Liyin, we booked a hotel which is next to Zouk (Grandwater Front Hotel - can be consider 4 star. It was beautiful and nice). Before we actually checked in the hotel, we went to do some photoshots at Suntec then we went to Zouk that night. We really were power on that night. We clubbed till 4am. We went back to hotel and rest and check at at about 12 noon on Sunday. :) I will let the photos do the talking. :)

Jocelyn Birthday (23 Aug 2008)

Well, I guess that is enough photos. More photos want to see (FacebooK).

After Jocelyn Birthday that weekend, that when i fall sick. Flu, cough and sore throat. :( Sigh~~ But I still go to work. I guess I have overtire myself with play, going out with friends, projects and work. Being OT very late recently. I also do not know wth am i doing already. I hope to get some rest soon. *SleepY* *Yawn*

Okay Bye

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11:26 PM