Have you ever in your life love somebody so whole heartedly?
In fact, i do. I do love him once so much in my life that i thought he be my soul mate forever. But to my dismay, our relationship did not last and I found out there is no such thing as soul mates. Soul mates is one when 2 person work hard together for their future. But there is such thing as love. Love does exist everywhere and every minute and second of our life. Whether does this love will exist forever, I am not sure. You got to see how long 2 persons can make the love last and become soul mates in the end.
Why am i saying all these things? Because, I have loved him so much before and sometimes when think about it, it really hurts. But not as much as last time anymore. We do meet occasionally sometimes for a talk or just chilling out at starbucks or coffee bean. Sometimes, i do wonder in my mind, do I really still treat you as one of my best friends, foe or just a friend and no more else? From what I know, i do not misses you as much as last time and well for i am sure, that we will not get back together because I do not want to live in the past. I want to leave in the present. Our feelings cant be rekindled. So i would really want to treat you as one of my best and close friend and in fact I think I do.
You have moved on with your life, so I got to live on with mine too. Your current love would not want to know about our past though I know her too. She has assume that we are good friends and have nothing happen before, so leave everything as it is. Don't ruin your life. Love actually hard to come, and finding your Mr or Mrs right is even not easy. So treasure it. Don't go on looking and dwell on the pasts again. Get a move on!
Yes, we did treasure alot moments together last time. But then, its all in the pasts, we just have to remember our moments together and somewhere in our heart, we will treasure the moments we had together.
So yeah, I have ssaid everything that I have been wanting to say as I have think alot for the past few months ever since you looked me up that day. Sorry, now then I said everything. Its been 2 years since we break. And we are still friends (close friends). Take good care and we will meet up again soon. :)
You know who you are.
Lots of Love
